all in one

It was the night after my mums bday bless her - i bought her some well expensive chanel purfume, lovely daughter that i am! i hav to write this fast cus its complicated and my memory is shit so i probs cant remember half of it (bet the alcohol doesnt help ) ok so me and rosie - tht wud b friend number 3 i think?!? - we went out not expecting to do anything just sit in the pub nd hav a bit of a laff - chill out a bit u know but gilly - friend number 1 - was also out and she had spoke to my bf earlier on tht day and apparently he hadnt been very nice about me so im thinking oh shit what hav i done so i text him and he doesnt text bk but he is textin my best mate - being gilly! so im thinkin wat the fuckin hell cus hes told gilly not to tell me that he has credit! so i went outside and tried to ring him, when he answers i talk to him calmly and ask him what hes sed, comparing it to what gilly had sed and of course him being a guy hes not able to deal with anything to do with emotion so he hangs up on me and im left outside with rosie proper confused and to be honest quite upset! i rang him a couple more times and he alternated between not answering and answering and hangin up... needless to say i was gettin pretty damn pissed off! as if he didnt hav the time to sort things out with me it wud hav taken 5-10mins at most! GOD! MEN! so by now im pretty distraught - like cryin my eyes out outside the pub so then i did a stupid thing (not like throwin myself infront of a car - im not flippin suicidal, men dont hav that much power over me!) i rang one of my best friends (whos a guy) so i bet ur think "wateva its just a mate" but this "mate" is in love with me ... he doesnt LOVE me, hes IN LOVE with me - theres a big difference! well anyway i see him as family and turned to him to talk at which point he invited me and rosie to his mates house where they were havin a bit of a party and drinkin - which sounded reli good at tht point in time! so off we go to this party where we got reli quite drunk and every1 was fussing round me cus i had been crying and rob tries to ring tom so he can give him a proper telling off for the way he was treating me. --- ohh need to back track here.. theres a lil history between me nd rob see i never actually did anything with him cus im not at all attracted to him but we were reli good mates and like i sed he is in love with me! .. well i was kind of a bitch and lead him on a couple of time - he even left his gf for me!?! i know - ouch! im a bitch but i explained to him tht i didnt want a bf nd then i got one and it wasnt him! so he wasnt happy! So yea pretty much i flirted with him all friday nite cus i knew it wud piss off my bf (i knew he wud find out cus he plays footy with all the lads i was with lol)and also i was in such a bad mood i needed an ego boost! so we got drunk walked back to the pub where gilly was - sober i mite add haha, serves her rite for bitchin me off TO MY BF! who the hell does she think she is, just cus she cnt keep a bf she tries to break up me and mine! bitch! yep so we all just hang out in the pub nd rob is pretty much stalkin me and keeps draggin me out to tell me tht if the worst happens and my and my bf break up then he will always be there for me - cute or creepy?! oh and this is important... rosie looooves rob like over the top in love with him and she pulled his best mate rhys alllll nite infront of every1 and then we get bk to robs (we were spose to get a taxi but cancelled it so we cud stay out later!) so back at robs me nd rhys r on the floor and rosie nd rob r in the bed and rob and rosie strt doing it rite there in the bed - CLASSY! rite infront of me and rhys!
i mean i dont mind but how stupid is he - ses he is in love with me and in an attempt to make me jealous sleeps with my best mate rite infront of me - good move (round of applause) he cudnt seriously think tht even if i was single i wud do anything with him after he had done tht with my best friend?!?! oh the stupidity!
and rosie god i was mad at her - not jealous - just mad because she did it rite infront of rhys and it was his best friend!!! bitch!
so rhys is pokin me sayin "can u hear that? listen! listen!" and im thinkin no im asleep i dnt want to listen to tht ta very much so i just gt up and walked out and oh the power i hold... rob jumped off rosie and ran after me and then we had this massive street fight and he was yellin at me and throwin his clothes at me and im sayin u r a twat put them back on!! and then he ran off then ran bk and sed tht he cudnt run away from me and then he sed tht he was in love with me and had tried to get involved in every aspect of my life!! --- thats reaching stalker potential "999 ummm yes hello id like a restraining order please!" lol well eventually it got resolved and we went bk to his and rosie had gone walk abouts so i had to go fetch her - OH i forgot to tell u tht during this whole street outburst thingy it was tipping it down with rain and i was in a nighty - thats it!! nice!
well finally all was resolved and every1 ended up asleep and wen we got up in the morning it wasnt mentioned..at all! it was just nicely forgotten!
so that was friday nite - i swear drama follows me round where ever i go! no joke! its quite cool, im like a walking soap opera!
dont u think its good tho tht i went the whoooole nite with other guys (who love me), completely wasted and during an argument with my bf i managed to stay loyal to him - hey wheres my good gf award??? lol yes friday nite - look how much i wrote! ok signin off now i will write abwt saturday soon but tht will be a whole lot shorter promise xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Alice xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ok so this is just me... Im alice, 17 - reali seriously ur average girl! no joke i am normal - well in my opinion but as its been said before...wat is normal? exactly with everyone having different definitions for the word there is nobody who can define it accurately in a way that suits everyone! So after all tht random chat i will get back to me. i mean i doubt there will be anyone who will want to read this even tho i think my life is interesting doesnt mean anyone else will, i think im just writing this cus i dont reli trust anyone not to judge me if i talked to them about it. and its also a way to escape revision for a subject iv already failed! sounds good huh?! Ok so yea i go to college hav a good group of mates and a big family - it can be good but it can be bloody annoyin! I hav a bf who iv been with for 4weeks today actually - i still havnt decided how much i like him yet but hes nice enuf - just has his bad points, like everyone i guess.?. i love writing i could sit and write for ages about my life and the interesting bits of it but i like feedback and blank pages dont give you that, but then if i talk to my friends sometimes the brutal honesty isnt wat i want to hear! what a predicament! well atm i am failing my as levels which isnt good but i didnt like college so i didnt attend and now im moving colleges so fingers crossed i will do better next year...
Im going to write about my friends now just so it can be understood how they think and behave and please keep in mind that im not exagerating and this is all true!
i will use numbers cus its just nicer that way depending on how long i keep the blog going for i mite strt using names but i dont know! ok....

friend 1
She was my best friend iv know her for my whole life and we were so close all thru primary and secondary school. i dont know wat happened after that but i hav a few ideas.... such as i got a bf and it was the first time i had had one wen she hadnt nd she didnt like the lack of attention so she just strted pulling as many random lads as she cud! it was pathetic and we lost a lot of respect for her, especially wen she got addicted to smokin! after that we went to a party where she met her first long term bf and she lost her virginity to him.... tht relationship lasted 8 months then she cheated on him! so the shaggin and cheating became recognisable traits of hers and she soon go a repulation for being a slag....my best friend everybody - im so proud...not! She hasnt had a bf who she hasnt cheated on since her first long term one and in about a year she has slept with roughly 25 ppl! oh yea i forgot to mention she has just turned 17! its disgusting especially as she rarely uses protection and she is yet to catch an sti! its not fair to the ppl who hav unprotected sex just one time and then get aids! its messed up! so thts pretty much her summed up - i wud love to know your opinions of her so sure comment it!

friend 2
i have only known her like 4 years and she pretty much replaced friend 1, we get on like amazingly well and spent so much time together but i hav recently discovered that she has an alternative life and im not welcome to be involved in it! like a care reli as its pretty much work - and i hav a job ta very much! but anyway she is awesome - completely insane but so inspirational - she makes me laff all the time and is actually the coolest person i know! shame shes always to busy for me and doesnt reli want to hang out and wen we do shes mad at me for something! thing is she tells me shes too busy to hang out and wen i arrange to do something with other ppl and she gets seriously mad at me for not inviting her - and shes spose to be clever surely she shud work out tht im nt gonna do nothing just cus shes not! it sucks cus wen we do hang out we hav sooooo much fun its unreal! but now her and friend 1 r proper close and i just cant be arsed! this one is the prettiest of my friends btw she has a nice figure and lovely blonde hair - bitch lol plus shes amazingly confident cus shes actualy a genius! no joke! well thats about it for her she probably wont come up much in the more recent blogs i write because i havnt seen her a lot recently and im just gonna write about the past week cus it was my holiday and it was actually crazy - seriously! - it made me ill it was tht good!

friend 3
ok the last one im gonna write about cus these r just my closest mates i cnt b bothered to write about everone of my mates! ok so she is amazingly confident and i hav known her since primary school altho i dnt remember! so we go to different colleges and i see her more than i see the other two who go to my college?!!? yea i cant work it out! but anyway she is so much fun nd we hav such a laff plus she practically worships me - im nt kidding i got with her bf and we r still mates?!!?! i know shes awesome nd im a bitch but i had drank half a bottle of vodka so thts my excuse! alrite yea so shocking amount of confidence which i love and i love her to bits shes soooo vibrant! she will come up alot cus i spent the whole week with her and we had such a laff but there r complications with r relationship as u will see! shes probably the next prettiest after em cus she does amazing things with her make up - but she is a tad overweight!

i will write later got to go my bf is here xxxxxxx